This thrilling novel written by Laurie Halse Anderson is packed with a girl’s hopeless case along with traces of mysticism. The book tells the story of a self-destructive girl named Lia. Her life is brutal and sad. Lia narrates her shocking story of behaviors that control every thought and action.
Lia and Cassie were best friends. They did everything together, but when a body is found in a motel room…alone everything changes. That body was Cassie’s. Lia is left with no friend. She feels sad and depressed but Lia denies it saying “I’m fine” and “Don’t worry about me.” When Lia and Cassie were girls Cassie said that the promise they each made that night would come true. Lia promised that she would be the skinniest girl in the school skinnier than Cassie. Should you keep a promise to a dead girl? Cassie was a bad girl. She got away with everything. She was bulimic and that’s were Lia got it from. In Lia’s head she thinks it’s even more important to keep her promise. Slowly Lia cuts back on food, developing an eating disorder called anorexia nervosa. It takes ahold of her life. She has herself convinced that she needs to lose more and more weight until she winds up in a hospital. Lia’s parents are divorced. Lia’s mom is a doctor and makes Lia move back in with her. She forces Lia to eat but Lia is so obsessed with being skinny that she thinks her mother is forcing her to eat because she hates her. Lia knows that this way of life is bad for her but it has taken over her life and there’s no way of stopping it. She starves herself so much. She knows that if she keeps this up she’ll be thin…thinner…thinnest and then she might as well just disappear just like Cassie. Lia cuts herself and starves herself. She winds up in a hospital one day but she recovers time and time again. Eventually Lia gets so mad at her mom that one day she bribes Elijah to take her with him to Mexico. He says yes on one condition. Then everything goes black. Lia passes out from lack of hydration and food. When she wakes up Elijah is gone leaving her nothing but a note. Lia’s lack of food almost causes her to die. Cassie’s ghost encouraged it saying things like “You fail at everything.” Cassie says Lia is stuck between living and dying. Lia should just get it over with and join Cassie on the dead side. Lia almost does but eventually when she is in the hospital for the final time she decides to give it up and become healthier. Even after that Lia’s life is still a rollercoaster.
This book is one of the best that I’ve ever read. It was intense and shocking, I couldn’t put it down because it was so good. I would recommend this book to anyone. I could read it again and again and it would never get old. It’s intense plot that leaves you hanging made me not want to stop reading until I finished it. I love this book!
Here are some qoutes from the book to give you a better feel for it.
“She shakes her head. ‘You are not thinking clearly. You’re dizzy. And you lied to me about breakfast.”
“Okay, so I forgot breakfast. It’s been a rough day.”
“You look terrible. How much do you weigh?”
“Jennifer’s the scale Nazi, “I say. “Ask her”
She crosses her arms over her chest.
“Hundred and seven on Tuesday.”
“I don’t believe it.”
“She’ll show you the notebook.”
“You’re going to eat everything on that plate.”
Two scrambled eggs + milk + butter =365 + (two muffins = 450) = horror.”
“I took the knife out of my pocket and cut my palm, just a little. ‘ Iswear to be the skinniest girl in school, skinnier than you.’ Cassie’s eyes got big as the blood pooled in my hand. She grabbed the knife and slashed her palm. ‘I bet I’ll be skinnier than you.”
“Emma sees the blood painting my body and the red rivers carved on my body. Emma sees the wet knife, silver and bone. The sreams of my little sister shatter the mirror.”
“I failed eating, failed drinking, failed not cutting myself into shreds. Failed friendship. Failed sisterhood and daughterhood. Failed mirrors and scales and phone calls.”
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